well. my fingers hurt like crazy cos i was playing my new acoustic guitar! ahhaa. for about 1 hour.
but its fun la. =) so happy i was given it.

mmmmmz. im starting to feel just a wee bit secure that i can/may make it for my prelims.
as in, i really started to get down to doing work? ya.
but its still not much. i must aim to not just do hmwk, but to revise also.

and i think i like FIR alot. din realli at first. but reading de lyrics for Fly Away and de track 3 song (dunno wad title) i tot i liked it very much.
haha. its optimistic... =) but it would sound nicer if it was sadder. bleh
im attracted to sad sappy stuff. not good.ahahaha.

yea well. saw you play again today. after school. you're always there. playing your heart out and not remembering the up coming exams. i know you love wad youre doing. but somehow i feel sorta sad.
sad that youve turned into this stranger whom i dont recognise.
probably explains why we are not close anymore. or you are not close with any of us anymore.
not that it seems to bother you.
but it pains me to know that you say things like that. as if we dont matter that much as that group of your frens anymore. it probably is our fault. but still.
wad you said was a wake up call i think. were we being too clique-ish?
i dunno. but youve changed. something in you ahve changed.
and i cant take that back.